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Poetry used to be the most important thing in my life. For more than a decade I wrote every day, sometimes all day long. These were the manic years of trying to leave my thumbprint on the world -- and also trying to meet women.
Then, for two decades, poetry became an unhappy argument in my head. I loved its power, but I feared its delusionary power. I did not want to be the things writing poetry made me -- grandiose, standoffish, solipsistic.
Here's what a respected editor wrote about my work, thirty years ago:
"In no one else's poems, except Vallejo's, do I feel such overwhelming desire straining at the limits of words," wrote Michael Cuddihy, editor of Ironwood, one of the best magazines of the 1970s.
Pretty auspicious, right? Only recently did I get the full message Michael intended: that desire, while thrilling, obstructs inner peace. I was too hot to be cool.
Michael Cuddihy, from the grave you stab at me.
It's true, he sobbed piteously.
Writing
poems is
a form of sollipcism. A place where the Mighty
Finley is always in charge and he can't be abandoned by his dad again
and everyone who disagrees can go suck duck eggs.
I tried to get around it by "reporting," by taking the Finley out of
the work. I tried to "serve" the material. But, in truth, I
was
less interesting, and less funny, without me along for the
ride. I
had to try again, this time to find a balance between me and not-me.
Today I find I am writing again. But not so much, and I hope not so confusedly. I figure I have as much right to my point of view as anybody. If you don't like it, how sad, and how not-sad ...
Here are some free chapbooks that I wrote over the years. Over the past 15 years some 140,000 have been downloaded. Which is amazing to me, but mysterious, because for all I know they were all downloaded by spiders and robots (search engines).
Download all you
like. And don't be a spider, tell
me what you
enjoy.
PRINT
BOOKS AND CHAPBOOKS
The
Movie under the Blindfold (Vanilla Press,
1978)
I tried to stretch with poems like "Triangles Prisms Cones" -- surrealism with a broken heart. I submitted it to VP at a time when they were a conventional press. It was accepted by its panel of editors, but its publisher was going through the first big blaze of feminist reorientation, and she bridled at the idea of publishing yet another chapbook of patriarchal verse. Aw come on, I said, just one more? It was never quite distributed. She was so chagrined by me that she had the books boxed up in her garage. It rained, the books were ruined, and that was the end of that.
Home
Trees (Minnesota Writers
Publishing House, 1978)
A breakthrough in terms of discipline and focus. I was starting to mean something. Check out "This Gun Shoots Black Holes." Of all black hole poems, I am told, this is the one most uninformed about astrophysics.
Lucky
You (Litmus, Inc., 1976)
Look at me hugging myself on the hell-red back cover -- and dig the hair. My friend Charles Potts published this first book and it remains, astonishingly, in print to this day. "Letter from Como" is especially wack.
Water Hills (Salthouse Press, 1985)
My buddy De Clinton published this when I lived in Milwaukee. It was my last book published by someone besides me.* Includes the Pushcart Prize-winning "Gise Pedersen Sets Me Straight on a Matter of Natural History," and "A Drive in the Country," which appeared in Paris Review. VIDEO* Until a short but gorgeous artbook, The Orchard, to be published when Richard Stephens of Richard Stephens Press gets around to it.
The
Beagles of
Arkansas (Mudborn Press, 1976)
Everything there wants to leave. A little booklet from a car trip Red and I made through Missouri and Arkansas. I always have had a warm spot in my heart for "At the Ball Park," mentioning Rod Carew and Lyman Bostock.
KRAKEN PRESS ORIGINALS
The
following chaplets I
published myself, on my Kraken Press imprint, mostly since 1985.
FRIPPERIES
... short things, 1973-2009
DESALINIZATION
... items
written since Daniele's
death, not so much about her
THE
ORCHARD (2009)
... A book-length memoir of growing up in
the Firelands, created by Minneapolis book artist Richard
Stephens
THINGS (2009) poems and notes about Daniele
PIECES (2009) essays about Daniele
SEVENTY YEARS BEHIND THE PLOUGH (2008) Greatest Hits
CRAZY GRACES (2009) essays
CARTES
POSTALES (2008)
poems
Hit
the pause button and page through
slowly. Or change the timing from 3 to, like, 7
DOG
as a METAPHOR for the SOUL (2008)
poems VIDEO
Hit
the pause button and page through
slowly. Or change the timing from 3 to, like, 7
HORSES WORK HARD (2006) poems
YOU (2007) poems
MIDNIGHT at the MOUNDS (2005)
MOAB
(2004) VIDEO
Curtis
Hotel Farewell ...
I had the strangest feeling when I first visited the Curtis Hotel, on
Halloween, 1969. It turns out I was conceived there, and against heavy
odds.
Looking
for China
...
Selected Poems. This book contains my two "greatest hits," The
Clarinet Is a Difficult Instrument
and Browsers.
The
Tooth Fairy Naked at Last ...
Less a poem than a
wacky essay. I wrote this for my daughter, who was afraid of dentists.
It is very
popular -- over 100,000 people have downloaded
it.
The
Good King ...
Six children's stories, including the much-loved "A
Frankenstein Christmas."
University
Avenue ...
Contains the harrowing
tale of how I was hit in the head -- right where my brain tumor was
diagnosed 25 years later -- by a falling 12-ft tailpipe combo. VIDEO
The
Whole While ...
I went through a very hazy phase around
1972
Midnight
at the Mounds ... A very short
selection of things I
wrote mostly while hiking in British Columbia with Rachel.
Bing
Cherries ... A collection of essays.
The
New
Yorker ...
Holiday poems from a Minnesotan
in Manhattan. Written in a hotel
room overlooking Lincoln Center,
one grand wintry evening. There's a good one about a woman in a brown
coat begging on the Avenue of the Americas. VIDEO
Borrowing from Minneapolis (To Pay St. Paul) ... This was my Smile, the great never-published opus. It's a dialogue about city/country living, written when I worked as news editor of the Worthington Daily Globe, 1978-80. It takes the "reportorial" poetic style of Home Trees and pushes it farther. Dig The Iliad." It applies the classic style of Homer to a four-hour cornfield fight between a raccoon and a German shepherd.
New Friend ... Sometimes, when we say no, we mean yes. A tribute to the woman I love.Old
Stone Enters
Into Heaven ...
The story of a man and the dog who
feared him. Oral history first told me by Joe Paddock, which I ran
with. VIDEO
The
Brood ...
I wrote this as a Xmas present to
my family members. Something special for each of them. Includes the
title poem, which sets a new benchmark for paternal self-pity. VIDEO
Great Blue ... Poems from around 1991. My stepdad Dick died from a brain tumor -- foreshadowings of my own problems. Suggestion: "Sleeping on My Hands."
When You Are Pope ... It ain't all it's cracked up to be at Castelgandolfo ...
The Lord God Has Words with the Choir ... Death to poets! A poem for those who love poetry, and also hate it. Charlie Potts included this in his great anthology SPIRITUAL POETRY OF THE PACIFIC NORTHWEST anthology. PDFThat Old Saw ... A tree collapses in its best friend's arms.
Rather than downloading the 43 books listed below the fold, I have created three mini-collections (in PDF format) that contain poems I still like.
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Mike's
Early Poems 1971-1977 "Like
driving by a
flaming wreck ..." |
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Mike's
Middle Stuff 1987-1995 "Getting
there, |
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Recent
Poems 1996-2006 "Stop!
Go back!" |
Young, Gifted, and Obnoxious, Poems 1965-1978It struck me that there aren't enough poems that are about what we do most of the time -- work.
Long in the Tooth and Stating to Trail Off a Lot, Poems 1980-2000
These two collections were published the same day, for a reading at the Black Dog Cafe in Saint Paul. The first book is a brief compendium of my flaming young period; the second are the high points of my inevitable decline.
The Thing that Had Its Way with Duluth
The Thing that Had Its Way with Duluth II
Thalidomide DreamsPoems for my old school friend Peter Meister, to let him know how I'd spent my life.
And for the truly adventurous ... my unpublished memoir Fixing the Christians
The
tribute
that keeps on hurting.
I got this
in the mail October 2, 2003
(and responded here)
Here is a list of select poet credentials.
Published by Kraken Press unless otherwise noted
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a graphic novella
about the remarkable career "A beautiful vision of what becomes of us all." -- J.L . I was charging $4.99 for the book, but no
one has bought one |